When you feel like crying out loud but you just ended up
feeling numb? I feel that. I always feel that. Sometimes I really wanted to
shout out my frustration, but ended up feeling numb again. I don’t want to
stress out, it will show, my children would know and my children are relying to
me. I’m not depressed, I’m disappointed that it we come a long way, all those
years and here we are, back to square one.
Can I replay one moment in my life where I should laid first
the plans? That we should settle first the dos and don’ts? That we amicably
agreed on how we should carry out our lives?
I can’t overturn the
stones anymore. It’s my life that I have
to move on.
I’m praying to God to guide the way. To help straighten my
faith. And to touch the one who seems to forget that all of this must be handle
the right way.
