Living Mye Life

I’m having a moment right now.  I was feeling this awkward feeling that something is missing and when I think of it, I can’t think of any.  I wanted to eat something I saw in one of the Facebook post about food recipes and when I told them (my family) that I wanted that, they all looked at me like … “What?? Are you pregnant??!” And they are looking too happy that I cringe.  I don’t want to get pregnant anymore (for so many valid reasons) and I want to enjoy my small family as it is. 

I want to go to some place, where I can be happy and just lay down and enjoy my mango shake and a slice of my favorite cheese cake, but I can’t because I have work and it requires spending more money, and my weekend is fully booked with household chores that I need to finish before the weekend ends and before I can go and stroll at the mall.  But heaven knows, I really wanted to book that one hotel in Tagaytay for days because of the discount and because I think I really deserve to have a break.

I kind of feel lonely.  I really wanted to sleep all day but you know that I can’t.  I’m thinking of a lot of things to do at the same time and then feel alone because I have to consider other factors.  Well, I blame it on my late period, it came 3 days after my due date and it’s safe to say that  all these hormones I’m feeling is because of that. It will all go away.  Oh gosh, it’s not that easy to be us (women) J

Nathan just had their culmination activity graduating from kinder 2.  In few months now, he’ll be attending school as grade 1.  Come to think of it, my little boy is growing fast now and before I can blink an eye, he will start to do things on his own.  He’ll be celebrating his 7^th birthday this year.

I am always proud of my son, he gave us headaches I know.  He’s not even perfect. He can bring out the worst in you, reminding yourself that patience is a virtue, test your blood pressure, or your level of sanity. Sometimes when things get out of hand and I question everything or go back to whatever happens or if we are doing the right thing on raising him. But when such things are questionable, he would do one thing that makes your heart swell on how proud you are for having him.

Their recent culminating activity is one proof that makes us so proud and happy.  He sings live in their mini talent showcase with his classmate and not even shy about it.  He nailed the song, he nailed his get up, he was so handsome wearing his sunglass and he totally rocks the place.  Their emcee called them the kinder garden heartthrob.  Yes, I strongly agree to that one, he's our very own heartthrob.   And even the parents, teachers and audience are congratulating them for a job well done. Definitely one of the main highlights of the program, he was so happy and he knows that he did good that he even asked for a toy from his Daddy because he said he’s very good, dancing and singing up there in the stage as if he really owns it.

He’s getting bigger and older, but on God’s grace, may he grow up happy, full of life and healthy and continue being the heartthrob J

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