" One day, I might not able to run anymore, but that day, is not today"
I cried because my emotions are overflowing I can’t even breath. I’m overly sensitive these days. But when someone think you are not giving your best and the mistakes from the past was being rubbed to your wounded heart, I think crying is the best way to let it flow.
Who wants to feel that you don’t belong? I don’t want to hear someone says I am not doing my job. It hurts the hell out of me. I think not only that it was a slap to my bleeding heart, but it’s against what I believe in.
But then again, I deserve it. I have those moments before that I know will hunt me because I came from the other team. And sometimes, commands responsibility sucks. So, after I let it out, a colleague reminds me that maybe it happens because I need to step up, and I need to show what I am capable of. I know I must think that it was just a challenge and forget the negative vibes. And the moment that I seize it, I will show them I deserve to be on this team.
So, cheer up, myself 😊 I already cry it out (well, silently) and then it’s time to let it go.
I’ve read someone that everyone must choose one of two pains: The Pain of Discipline and the Pain of Regret
What would you choose?
Anyways, my big birth day is tomorrow. I deserve to be happy at least once a year 😊
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