April 1, 2021
They finally call my husband to process the
admission form. They transferred me that
night at past 9:00PM to a private room in the Covid floor (entire 4th
floor is a Covid ward), they said they had to sanitize the whole room for 4 hours
before it can be use by another patient.
I bid goodbye to my husband (meters apart) while they are whisking me
away thru a wheelchair attached with a portable oxygen. He still settling some cash payment for the
Remdesiver they will use that night. I
can see the sadness in his eyes, while I worry that he may have the Covid virus
too because he’s with me in the car and while doing some paper works. I signal
that I will call him while we wave each other goodbye. He might have a problem going home because
the curfew is up at 10:00PM- 04:00AM.
We made it to our room. They asked me if I can
transfer to the bed on my own. I told
them they can just hold me just in case.
The oxygen Is connected through the wall. It will be my companion for the rest of my
stay. Within the hour, they injected 2 Remdesiver
vial (anti-viral medication) through my IV.
It felt surreal. It happened so
fast that in a matter of hours I was there in a hospital room being treated with severe Covid infection. How can this
happen?
But I focus on some more medicines they are
injecting through my IV. I asked one
time and the nurse said it’s a steroid.
My mind is so clear that time. I
take notice of my room. I changed my
clothes and wear the hospital gown instead, it will be easier for everyone
since I’m expecting a lot of poking, blood works and checking of stats. They also
gave me some basic toiletries, my own digital body temperature and oximeter
unit.
After giving some updates to my family, colleagues and my husband being at home and wishing me well, I lie down thinking am I too sick to be here? Or am I being strong just like always. My cough still bothers me and suddenly my fever is back to normal. My day 1 happens with a series of medicine being administered to me as scheduled. The anti-coagulant injection (underside of my right arm) hurts the most. The nurse knows, he reminds me that it will hurt. I should take Vitamin C with Zinc 2x a day, cough powder solution and others, orally. I am now fully dependent on the oxygen.
I prayed to God to help me made through this.
I suddenly feel alone… and sick.
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