Month of July! And we are few months away from the BER month again. There were things that happened to us and to my family for the past 6 months and I am trying to make things easier for all of us, until now. Well, my Dad will be celebrating his 75th year this July 12 and I can only wish we can all celebrate with him that day.
It’s not easy to be me – as the song goes. I would like to think it's true. I handled things differently and I know some people may not like or get used to it. But inside this tough woman comes with a child that dreamt of having a wonderful life full of hearts and roses. Oh, I'm imagining things again. But you know sometimes, my fantasy runs wild and I regret not enhancing my chance and opportunity to be a romance novel writer. This way I can channel my imaginations and put that on writings and I may get lots of money with it. One day I will try to write again and let my friends know about it.
I wish I can turn back hands of time. I might have another chance to right some things that may have gone wrong because I didn’t do my best and I didn’t think otherwise and intelligently. But I always turn to God in case I don’t really know to deal with it. I always lay all my cards to Him. And I’m still waiting for His answers. And I wanted Him to know, I never stop waiting.