When somethings bothering you..you will feel that you are just hanging in mid air....wanted to close your eyes to ease the pain but its too heavy to feel relax... you can never sleep and you can never rest...
You can't describe the feelings.... outrage, betrayal, unfaithfulness, insincerity, disrespect...and eventually you'll broke up and cry.
When you're angry, you have tendency to blocked all whats right and the explanations that comes from there... all you think about was that he/she hurt your feelings and he/she betrayed your trust...and he/shes wrong. You wanted believe that its enough... when the truth is you wanted to talk things over and over again just to prove him/her how much it hurts your feeling.. like from 100% honesty to 1% trust.
I myself like to know how can you heal a broken heart when its wounded and crushed in a bits of pieces until you don't know how to mend it all over again... like when you see those people who betrayed you, how can you deal with them? for me, one thing for sure... it wont be the same again... there will always be a reservation... and doubts...
Marrying doesn't guarantee you that you'll be in a safe zone in a relationship... you have to feel like Goliath to survive the heaviest test of your life... you need tons of bravery in your heart to overcome all the obstacles.. sometimes life fails you but giving up means throwing away your own happiness...you'll cry like a river and you hope that it stops, but you know that when you stop crying, relationship crumbles.... it hardens your emotions...you'll stop fighting for what you believe in...you will live life as if you never loved at all...
I know life wants to test me how strong i am to handle the most possible hardship i can ever encounter... But there is one thing I can prove to everyone ... I have God to help me make it through the rain...
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